Finally!!!

Yes, I finally updated my layout. It's nothing fancy but I felt that it best reflects my state of mind right now. Aside from religiously attending boxing sessions for about a month now, I am into the whole shadow-boxing-metaphor. I have always loved Fiona Apple's song, "Shadow Boxer." I feel that I'm at a point in my life where everything is *almost* going steady for me. However, I just can't seem to let go of all my nameless fears and as a result, I'm constantly having to fight all my random demons.

Naks. Ang lalim, chong!

I will still be tweaking some minor things in the blog. In the meantime, here's the genius that is Fiona Apple.

"Shadowboxer"

Once my lover, now my friend
What a cruel thing to pretend
What a cunning way to condescend
Once my lover, and now my friend
Oh, you creep up like the clouds
And you set my soul at ease
Then you let your love abound
And you bring me to my knees

Oh, it's evil, babe, the way you let your grace enrapture me
When well you know, I'd be insane
to ever let that dirty game recapture me

You made me a shadowboxer, baby
I wanna be ready for what you do
And I've been swinging around me
'Cause I don't know when you're gonna make your move

Oh, your gaze is dangerous
And you fill your space so sweet
If I let you get too close
You'll set your spell on me
So darlin' I just wanna say
Just in case I don't come through
I was on to every play
I just wanted you

But, oh, it's so evil, my love,
the way you've no reverence to my concern
So I'll be sure to stay wary of you, love,
to save the pain of once my flame
and twice my burn

You made me a shadowboxer, baby
I wanna be ready for what you do
I been swinging all around me
'Cause I don't know when you're gonna make your move